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We have spoken at length theimperativeness of constantly following the path
of dharma in case we want our developmental process to go in the positive
direction.
If we seek in our own hearts a sincere answer to questions like -
whether this has been easy? whether we have maintained our lives in accordance
with the divine laws of righteousness?, what will be our answer? Perhaps 99.9%
of us will admit that no matter how sincere we are, how devoted we have been,
and how true our intentions may be, we have faltered every day. Failures and
frustrations have been our constant companion.
No doubt it is and indeed has been difficult. We are not of course uniquely
inadequate in this respect. In all yugas, even in the ages of Satya, dvapara or
tretaya - if you believe our puranas - the same problem has goaded the mankind.
Our seers have declared this path as kshurasya dhara yatha - like walking on the
sharp edge of the sword.
This raises two significant questions.
Firstly, if it is so difficult and
lives and lives go by without any tangible progress, why then the mankind is
still running after this? What is that, which is pushing you and me still on
this path millennium after millennium, birth after birth? What is the reason
behind this quest?
Then the second question. If I am not prepared to abandon
my goal, what can I do to make it easier for me?
For a moment, let us reflect upon these two questions?
Why am I still
running and if I have to, how can I make it a little easier? These two practical
questions address to the very basis of our spiritual sadhana.As I
mentioned earlier these are not new questions. They have haunted the human mind
for over five thousand years of present existence and must have also haunted the
people of different yugas and time frames.
There are many interpretations and great many thinkers have offered many
possible explanations. You can pick whatever appeals to you. What I intend to do
is to select a few bits of reasoning taken from our seers (like Sri Aurobindo
etc.) and see if it appeals to you as well.
Why we are constantly running after that apparently unknown goal?
One
argument in favor of this is indeed very simple. The ultimate goal as
understood by all of us is satchidananda - the truth, its realization and the
ultimate bliss or happiness.
Humans by nature - and for that matter, every
creature - are conditioned to peace and happiness. So intense is this instinct
in us that in every moment of life we work for satisfying this urge in us to
remain happy and peaceful. Why is this instinct so strong in us? Our Vedantic
philosophy and religious way of thinking provides a very convincing
answer.
To begin with, let us analyze, what is this instinct? It is the
memory stored in our subconscious level of something that we are aware of. If we
do not have the knowledge and experience from the past, we cannot have
instinct. One of the concepts to which the Vedantic philosophy subscribes, is
the belief of rebirth - punarjanma. The concept of punarjanma argues that the
present birth of ours is not the first and may not be the last. We have come
after completing many such births from the original state from where we started.
Experience gained in every birth gets imprinted in our subconscious memory and
stays. It comes back to us as natural instinct when needed. That is why a baby
instinctively sucks the mother's breast without being taught. The newly born
chicks scurry under the mother's wings the moment they sense danger of death
hovering above in the form of a kite. The infant turtles after breaking out of
the eggshells instantly rush nowhere but to the brightness of the ocean without
being taught. This is because, they have done this before. They have tasted the
milk before, they have knowledge of death and the protection of mother's wings,
they know the safety the water of the ocean provides.
So, when we
instinctively in our hearts long for peace and happiness, it is because we have
knowledge of that peace and happiness from our past and, having found it greatly
exhilarating and pleasurable keep on searching for it all our lives.
Where did we taste this happiness?
Vedantic philosophy also provides the
answer. We all are not only born out of that eternal supreme source - the
Parambramha - whose essential quality is Satchidananda - permanent bliss and
happiness, but are also the very same being in different forms. Therefore we
have a direct knowledge and experience of that supreme bliss and happiness which
is etched in our subconscious memory. The phenomenal world with its distractions
may have put obstacles on our path to reach back to that stage of happiness, yet
the memory of it keeps on goading us and we move like a moth in search of that
flame.
The fact that all of us, without exception, originate from the Lord
(The Parambramha) who is the source of permanent happiness, our conscious mind
or body level chetana may doubt, but our subconscious mind or the embedded
chetana of higher mind never forgets.
This higher mind chetana does not get
lost. The memory can only get lost if the adhara or the holder of that memory
gets lost. It means if my memory is confined to my bodily existence - acquired
through the experience of sense organs of the body only, then whenever I lose a
body, this memory will also evaporate. It may be likened to the volatile memory
of the computer, which is erased as soon as the power to the computer is
switched off. On the other hand if this memory is part of my atmabodha or
atmachetana or self-consciousness, then it can never get lost. Because as far as
bodies go I have acquired and lost many of them. But as far as my self is
concerned, my jivatma is concerned; I have only one eternal jivatma, which has
never been lost. I shall lose it only when I finally merge with the Paramatma.
Therefore my memory related to my self is still within me. And that memory is
that, I have - each of us have- a personal experience of a much higher level of
consciousness of Sat (truth and Ananda (Bliss) which we are trying to reacquire
all the time.
So the crux of the matter is that each of us, once upon a time
had the experience of a higher level of mental consciousness, whose
characteristic of course is pure bliss and happiness.
Our philosophy is
convinced about this and finds no argument to contradict it. Sri Aurobindo also
refers to this in his writing. Consider this what he wrote in The Synthesis of
Yoga.
Indian tradition asserts that this (by 'this' he refers to the higher
level of mental consciousness), which is to be manifested, is not a new term in
human experience, but has been developed before and has even governed humanity
in certain periods of its development. In any case, in order to be known it must
at one time partly developed. And if since then Nature has sunk back from her
achievement, the reason must always be found in some unrealized harmony, some
insufficiency of the intellectual and material basis to which she has now
returned, some over specialization of the higher etc etc.
Sri Aurobindo's
concept of development or evolution is quite clear. While the Nature goes on
with its duty of continuous development of the beings, it reaches heights of
achievement. But in case there is an insufficiency, an imperfection or any
inadequacy, then she falls back - in a set back so to say - to correct this
deficiency. This is because the final development is and has to be a total
transformation. The evolution cannot be complete by leaving gaps here and there.
All deficiencies must be removed. And this is what she is doing with the mankind
right now. That is what explains the gap between our present mental development
and the ultimate development of supramental.
But as you would have noticed,
the above is not specific in stating the degree of development, which we might
have reached in the past. We also need a categorical assertion that we were once
fully part of that total conscious being. He refers to partial development,
where as from our scriptures we get a definite assertion that we are verily
carved out of the Bramhan. We are as much purnam or whole as the Bramhan is
purnam. Purnat purnam udacyate. Only whole can come out of the whole.
But
what ever may be our level of development in the past, one thing is easily
imaginable. Our mental status was sufficiently capable to realize that there
indeed exists at the end of the road, the unlimited peace and happiness. -Apara
ananda and Apara shanti.
That is our goal and that has to be realized one
day. Nothing else satisfies us. After all, who wants less when limitless is
in store? Without mincing words the Chandogya Upanishad declares
Yo vai bhuma tatsukham nalpe sukhamasti bhumeiva sukha bhuma tveiva
vijijnasitavya iti bhumanam bhagavo vijijnasa iti
That which is without limit is bliss. There is no bliss in less. Limitless is
bliss unlimited. That is worth knowing. That is to be known and realized.
Our
ancient seers also knew, that when one goes into search of something, one is
bound to come across many objects, which may be look-alikes, even counterfeits.
However dazzling they may be, beautiful stones cannot take the place of genuine
jewels. They may give temporary pleasure but not the permanent bliss. That is
the reason why, the pages of our scriptures are full of warnings like 'this is
not ', 'this is not', which many have interpreted wrongly as the typical Hindu
mind of negating the world. This interpretation is borne out of swallow
knowledge. Lest the pilgrim's progress be thwarted by the temptations of the
roadside scenery, he has to be constantly reminded of what real happiness awaits
him at the end of the road. The small pleasures of life are not to be denied. On
the other hand a taste of such pleasures - by their very importance - only
accentuates the craving for the real one. If this happens then there is nothing
wrong. Only over-indulgence is denied which may eventually lead one astray, and
takes the mind away from the right path and brings suffering.
Some people
only want an immediate end to their misery and suffering. Some others, desire to
be permanently happy. Both may be meaning the same thing, but there is a subtle
difference between the two. What one thinks, his mind makes its home there.
There is a shadow of negativity in thinking about the misery and the sufferings.
Frustration and bitterness become constant partners. On the other hand,
meditating on that permanent happiness - so aptly described as Satchidananda,
the truth, its realization and the resulting bliss - is a positive attitude to
living, with hope and exhilaration as companions.
So the question of where I
should be heading to has always been etched and stored in my subconscious mind.
The imprint is already there in my psyche.
In many other streams of spiritual
thinking the peoples' minds are tormented with such questions as where the
mankind is heading? What is the future of human kind etc? In our philosophy
however, such a question does not exist. At no stage we are in doubt about our
future. I know what lies for me at the end of the road. My problem is how to
take and complete this journey successfully.
Dharmacaran in general, as well
as specific rituals, ordained tasks or karya karmas, forbidden tasks or akarya
karmas, Yoga of all paths, are all prescribed procedures precisely to complete
this journey towards our ultimate destination. The questions like "why" or
"what" are not the issues. It is 'how' easily and quickly I achieve the goal is
the preoccupation of all sadhakas.
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